Can't sleep again Mam! Remember we used to sit for hours watching true movies, then I would make some toast for supper, just the way you liked it. I would tuck you in and give you a kiss goodnight, you told me every night you loved me and I would always tell you right back. Life is so vague and dull without your smile. Mam... The kittens have grown, they are funny, in to everything :-). Aunty Doreen misses you too... And the biggest surprise... Me and Ann are speaking, it's lovely I have my big sister back. I feel you watching over us and its a lovely calm feeling. I miss you so much... Lots of people do. I mention your name every day. Night night Mam, I love you x x